Thursday, January 22, 2009

Three Days: Party Time

This is the second day to my three days blog entry. In my love dies entry, you got to see the sad not so happy part of me. These three days represent three different me's or different parts of me at least. At first I was extremely sad, then I decided to get rid of the sadness and anger by partying, because we all know partying solves everyones problems. And yes that may be true, but t's only true the night that your partying, because lets face it you have to wake up the next day when it's not a party and feel all the problems that you had before, heck sometimes it's even worse. sometimes you get a hang-over on top of it and you did, and said something stupid the night before. Something so stupid that you have more problems then before you started partying. Anyway In order to bring the "happy me" back and drownded myself in friends because friends are truely my life support, I have so many that would have my back in a life or death situation and that's good to know. So today there won't be any sad depressing love poems, there will be happiness renewed poems. They will be poems about friends and well happiness.


~A Friend is Like A Flower: A friend is like a flower,a rose to be exact,Or maybe like a brand new gatethat never comes unlatched.A friend is like an owl,both beautiful and wise.Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,whose spirit never dies.A friend is like a heart that goesstrong until the end.Where would we be in this worldif we didn't have a friend. - By Emma Guest

~Friends: As we walk our path of life,We meet people everyday.Most are simply met by chance.But, some are sent our way. These become special friendsWhose bond we can't explain;The ones who understand usAnd share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries.So, even we are apart.Their presence enhances usWith a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway,When even the miles disappear.And so, these friends, God sends our way,Remain forever near.

~A Special Friend: You've touched my heart,You've helped me through,My pain and sorrow,which weren't too few. You shared my smiles,and my tears.You were always there,to squelch my fears. To you my friend and confidant,I give my heart of love,My smiles of laughter,and the hope that,We will remain friends,forever and after.Cherished Friends God must have know there would be times we'd need a word of cheer,Someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear.He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things"In order to appreciate the happiness life brings.I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain,At trials and misfortunes, or goals we can't attain.He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heartTo give us strength and courage to make a fresh, new start.He knew we'd need companionship, unselfish....lasting....true,And so God answered the heart's great need with Cherished Friends....like you!!

And there we are with three very special poems! Special friendship poems I should say. In my life friends truely are everything, if I didn't have them I would have nothing!

Three Days: Love Dies

It's been quite awhile since I've written, and truth be told it's because I got a writers block. And I took some time off of school in which I probably shouldn't have. I guess I needed the time to think, to think about lots of things. Things such as what I want to do with my life, and where am I going with my life. And just a week ago I thought I had everything finally figured out in my life and I was set to go. But then a wrench was thrown into my gears, actually I wouldn't even call it a wrench more like a hammer. A huge hammer like 30 hammers, but anyway that's besides the point. The point is my life changed dramatically and now I'm back at the chalkboards, once again trying to reconstruct my life. It seems like I've been here so many times before. This time was different though, this time I actually felt like I had my life planned and figured out, I had never really had it that way to the exact before! And it was the most wonderful feeling for awhile, but lets just say it died. And I understand that life doesn't always go according to plan, that you can't always get what you want, and life is unfair; but for once I would have liked things to have worked out in my favor. My title represents three different types of days I'll be talking about, with three very different emotions being implicated. My title goes along with what I previously stated above.
Today I will be putting a couple sad poems in here and a couple sad quoted in here. And yes they will have to do with love, and failing love. Overall the work that I put in here today isn't going to be very happy, at least this day that's represented in my title.

~Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,How you felt around me? The memories we shared,And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,You and I had something special and that will never change,Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,And this is something I will always regret until my dying day. By: Tara Kay

~I once heard a story straight from the heartAbout a girl and how her world began to fall apartIt all started when she met the boy that made her life completeJust thinking of him made her heart skip a beatThey were the couple everyone wanted to beThere were no imperfections as either one could seeAs the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less awareOf how often life turns out to be unfairUntil one day she finally gave inShe realized there was no way she could winShe said I'm sorry but i have to let you goAs he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering noWhen she turned around a tear slid down her cheekHe just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speakThe next few days were the hardest at homeShe truly felt she was all aloneHer mom pushed in her face how she had wonHer dad said "i knew he was just another one"Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"And her brother just tried to stay awayAt school it was like her friends weren't even thereNone of them seemed to really careHer life had no more color, just black and whiteEven getting out of bed turned into a fightDespite their tries things just weren't like beforeThen he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"At that she tried to cut him outBut the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shoutWhen she saw him that day she could no longer just walk byAnd before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"She just smiled and join his walkingEveryday they talked a little moreAnd everyday she began to like him a little less then beforeAs the months passed by she became more and more awareAbout how its ok life's unfairBecause eventually everything becomes your pastBut your memories will always lastAnd with that i hope you seeNot all love is meant to beBut hold on and don't give inStand tall, hold up your chinAnd believe me when i sayThe right one will come one dayHe'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever seeI know this because..this is a story all about me... By: IAmWhoIAm

~I looked into her eyesI got lost in their depthA glance into the futureRevealing the secrets she keptFor so many years she cared tooYet we were both afraid to sayWe avoided each other completely...Every time, simply another dayShe cried to me one night.~Please help, I don't know what to do~I wrapped my arms around her body.~It is okay now, I'm here with you~She told me about her boyfriend,He cheated, and hurt her bad...I told her not to worry...But in the inside I was getting mad.I held back my anger...And I comforted her instead.Playing with her hair,She lay still on my bed.I leaned over to kiss her cheek,She smiled and turned to me.~Thank you for being there...I Have finally learned to see~With that she drifted off,I left her quietly sleeping.~How could anyone want to hurt her? ~I ran through thoughts, my heart leaping.I met up with her boyfriend,Swung out of pure love and rage.A knife stabbed through my stomach..~God where were you today?~My head smacking onto the pavement,My breath getting thin...My vision blurred and fading slowly...This was a battle I could never win.As this darkness consumes me...Light fills my eyes...I am proud to have lost my life,If it meant ending her cries... By: Tyler Mac Donald

These poems are truely very sad love poems, but that is exactly what I was looking for. These three poets did an extremely good job and should be recognized for it. I truely do appresiate a good poet. Poetry has always been a huge part of my life. I really get to express the words on paper that I cannot say aloud and that means a lot to me. And I'm sure these poets feel the exact same way.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

One Very Looong Sick Day

It's been a few days since I've written in here due to the fact that I haven't exactly been the healthiest girl lately. I've been pretty sick with the weather being how it is in all. And with me having a full time job and trying to stick with school, it's all really hard. School is my number one responsibility but I haven't been there much do to being sick, so yea not fun! Anyway I really enjoyed posting winter poems in here last week that I thought I'd continue with the theme, considering Christmas is in two days. Yea i'm sitting in school and it's Christmas Eve tomorrow, nice. I think that, that is rediculous! We should not be in school at this time but whatever it's not my choice, unfortunetly!
Anyway I'm super excited for Christmas! I've been waiting for it to roll around since Turkey Day got over! I hate the fact that people have lost the true meaning of Christmas though. People go out and buy there friends and family gift cards because they don't know what to get them, that is pretty sad in my opinion or even parents just let their children pick out their presents these days. They take them to the store and their like "pick out presents kids." Who does that? People think Christmas is all about presents theses days, but it shouldn't be that way. Christmas is a time when people come together to celebrate. In some cases, and for me and my family, we come together to celebrate Jesus's birthday. Well I'm going to leave you with those parting thoughts but I will be back!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

To New Viewers This Is For You!

If there are new viewers that are checking out my blog I would like to give you a little update on what my blog is about and the contents of it. First of all I'll give you a little background information. Since I can remember I have loved to write and draw! I especially loved to write and read poems, it has always been a favorite of mine. And when I got to highschool I doubled up in my Language arts classes every year, because I wanted to get as much knowledge about writting as I could. It is actually what I am going to try and major in, in some sort of manner. So what I did for you here, with my blog, is I brought together an abundance of quotes and poems that I have found throughout time that I have really enjoyed. And I have hoped that you would enjoy them with me. I tend to put poems and quotes in here that relate to how I feel that day. Sometimes I will put quotes in here about or relating to the weather. Just recently I added poems about Christmas, family, and snow. Those happen to be my life right now, and what's going on in it. I do ask that if you want to comment please go ahead, I love to hear from people. I like to hear suggestions and if you have a poem or quote that you want me to put in here just leave it for me under my comments and leave a name I can put it under. I want to be able to give you guys recognition for your work! Anyway today I'm going to show you guys a little bit about what I do, so I'm going to add a few poems and a few quotes in here for you.

* I Close My Eyes
"I close my Eyes and try to imagine if, after so much pain, I could abandon my love for you
and live my life again...all that comes to mind is a memory of you promising never to leave...I look up and see you waving at me...I turn away and I close my Eyes once again..."

* In The End
"I thought I was Safe After so much disappointment there's just no fun in being pessimistic I thought I could Keep them close with my charmingpersonality...Not so I always planned ahead imagining obstacles but never realizing the damage they could cause People come and people Go not understanding the Havoc that results in my mind I thought I couldhang on...thought I could be special to Somebody and have them be special to me I thought they would stay for me but Everybody goes Away in the End..."

* Say Goodbye
"You've finally left, but I never thought it would happen We used to be so Close What happened I don't even know why you left I've been denyingit for a long time, but now I realize that you're gone forever and there is no reason to cling to the hope that you'll come back...I'll miss your companionship and love, but it's time to get on with my life and say goodbye..."

* Laughing Alone
"I know now that I have always been alone... I laugh at my former faith in the saying "friends are forever"... As I trudge through this desert of a life friends and companions seem to be hands materializing out of nothingness... their sole purpose being to offer me a small cup of water, a bit of shade, and a smattering of physical contact letting me know that though I walk alone others do exist Laughter usually denotes happiness or joy- I laugh because there are too many things to cry about... I cease my cackling for a moment because a thought, too vivid for emotion comes to mind 5 billion people on this planet and yetI tread through this weary existence alone...I lick the tears from my lips as I laugh again...hysterical-and alone..."

Okay so here are some poems by Nat J. Yea they are a little sad and depressing, but I just wanted to give you guys a little tase of the text that will be in my blog. And somedays you'll get poems and quotes that are sad like this because that's just how I feel.

Snow Days Last Forever

Waking up in the morning when you're in a warm bed, completely comfortable, and completely exhausted....well you don't exactly want to get out of bed. Well at least I know I don't. I personally like my sleep. And when you wake up and realize it's zero below you just want to crawl right back into the bed you crawled out of. And that's how I came across my title. The days that snow feel like they're going to drag on forever. And that's bad enough that they do, but I have to sit in school during it, which make them feel even longer and longer.

Anyway today I'm going to try and bring you guys a poem or quote about snow or winter. I felt that it was appropriate considering the circumstances of the piles of snow outside right now. Yesterday in my car I almost bit it...at least three times. My car spinned out into an innersection, but don't worry I'm still alive, hence the whole me still here blogging. Anyway I'm going to put five poems in here for you guys today. I hope you enjoy them just as much as I do.



* Winter Beauty: "When it's winter in the Valleyand my breath hangs in the air, The snow will crunch beneath my feetand glisten in the air. The stars at night light up my worldso I never walk alone; It's clear and crisp and beautifulin the Valley I call home."



* A Winter Dawn: "Banana-cream and apricotarose in the eastern sky; Softly blending with shaded-greys, it quietly caught the eye. Dawn is magic along the horizonbefore the sun climbs aloft; Winter mornings are specially-embellishedwith colours more muted and soft. Snowflakes mirror the pastel tones, adding their touch for the day; Beauty spilled from nature's paletteand meant to come our way."



* "Little chickadees, as busy as bees,flying back and forth from the feeder to the trees. One sunflower seedhe takes to the tree; Eats it there; flies right back -”chick-a-dee-dee-dee.” Such a cheerful fellowand not a bit shy; He doesn’t mind if I’m there -he’ll come so close-by. ”Chick-a-dee-dee-dee” - my favourite winter song; I could spend time watching himall day long. A tidy little fellow - no seeds scattered ‘round; His winter manners keep the seedup, off the ground. When seeds in the feederstart getting low,”Chick-a-dee-dee-dee” - He’ll always let me know. A polite little friendI’m happy to see; He has great winter manners - I think you’ll agree."



* The Magic of Winter
"Winter and snow is a child's delight - things dreamed of in July;
Sleds and hills, squeals and spills, waving, as the world rushes by.
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow everywhere.
Angels they make in the blanket of white, and tomorrow will remember how
Snowflakes felt on their tiny tongues - like magic to them now.
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow everywhere.
Snow-people are made and all decked out with colours and a happy smile;
Forts are built with utmost care so they will last awhile.
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow everywhere.
Snowballs rolled and piled with glee; tots laughing merrily;
Adults watch, remembering - secrets bubbling free.
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow everywhere.
Skiers fly the well-packed slopes, independence lighting their eyes;
Blending with snow as they descend like magic from the skies.
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow everywhere.
The ice is cleared so skaters glide and maybe spin a dream
Of triple loops and a sharp edge and costumes of gold and cream
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow everywhere.
At the end of the day all tucked away, they dream of flakes of white
Floating from heaven, in a musical dance - an innocent child's insight.
There is snow on the ground, snow in the air, snow, snow, EVERYWHERE!"



* Visions of Christmas
"When you think of Christmas, what do you see -
a wreath, a candle, a star or a tree?
A profusion of lights may come to mind;
a choir, a pageant, or a deed that is kind.
Children in awe, with eyes so bright,
learning the meaning of the very first night;
And then the tradition of Santa, in red -
they listen for sleigh-bells when tucked into bed.
When you think of Christmas, what do you see?
I see the children, minds open and free."



~All these poems are brought to you by Joan Adams Burchell.~



I thought that these poems were just the cutest thing! They were exactly what I was looking for and exactly what I wanted you guys to see. They talk about snow. family, and christmas. Which is everything that is going on at this time of year. Maybe not the snow for some, but definately christmas and family!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Lots and Tuns

My last two blogs were extremely long! And I'm pretty happy about that I had quite a bit to say and add! And I don't quite think that this one will be that long but it'll be good enough! Today I'm going to do something a little bit different I'm going to put in here lyrics to a favorite song of mine and yes the song is still within my theme of poetry. It's a song by Vanessa Carlton called Twilight. I absolutely love her music. I love music with substance and a deeper meaning behind it and she definately apply's that in her music and I really appreciate and look up to that fact. I like that it's not some hoochie rap talking about sex and drugs. Anyway here it is and I'll let you get you own impression on it.

"I was stained in a role in a day not my own, but as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown, I always knew what was right I didn't know that I might, peel away and chose to see with such a different sight...

Chorus: and I will never see the sky the same way, and I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday, and I will never cease to fly if held down, and I will always reach to high cause I've seen, cause I've seen Twilight...

Never cared never wanted never sought to see what flaunted, so on purpose in my face couldn't see beyond my own place, it was so easy not to behold what I could hold, but you taught me I could change whatever came within these shallow days...

Chorus

As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead, it fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead, and I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is real, but as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed

Chorus

Repeat first paragraph to song!

Chorous

The beat to this song is extremely well put together and follows the tone of this song really well! I will add the video to this song later because the song is really good! And the video will show you the beat and the lyrics together so you can get a feel to what it's about!

Time To Make A Decision

In my last update I talked about how I was at a crossroads and in need of making some huge life changing decisions, well lets just say I've been putting my decisions off hoping that I wouldn't have to make them, but now the time has come were I have to. In fact I have to make a decision within five hours, and my head is everywhere at this moment. I have no clue what I'm going to do. I'm throwing my head everywhere, so if someone finds it let me know. I'm just kidding but really I'm confused. My title is pretty straight forward this time and self explainitory. Today I will be adding probably a couple quotes and a couple of poems. I wanted to just spice things up a bit! So I'm going to get the ball rolling!

* "I climbed up the door and opened the stairs, Said my pajamas and put on my prayers, Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light, All becuz you kissed me goodnight! * Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes, Picked up my eggs and toasted the news, I couldn't tell my left from right, All becuz you kissed me goodnight!* That evening at last I felt normal again, So I picked up my mother and called the phone, I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone, Even at midnight the sun was still bright, All becuz you kissed me goodnight!"
~ I picked this short peom because right now my life is pretty confusing and I'm going crazy with all theses new decisions I'm having to make, and this poem is really crazy and mixed up, so it kind of reminds me of my life at this point!

* " -Friends-Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, So I can say "I'm here for you." Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven and wait for you, I'll give the angels back their wingsAnd risk the loss of everything.There isn't a thing I wouldn't do, To have a friend just like you!"
~ I've already said in previous blogs that friends were important to me, and well I came across this one and I couldn't help but add it into my blog. Friends are a very important part of my life so I dedicate this to them, they know who they are.

* "Try not to let your mind wander. It is too small to be out by itself."
~ I thought that this was an adorable quote! My mind has been waundering a lot lately!

* "If a man stands in the middle of a forest speaking, and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong?"
~This was is just straight-up funny, I couldn't pass it up!

* "If you don't know where ur going, any road will take u there."
~ Again it's a lost quote and so am I, I relate to it so I put it in here.

Well there it is in all it's glory. A miss of beautiful poems and beautiful quotes!